You dont know how sick you make me. You make me fucking sick to my stomach everytime I think of you I puke.

I found out some fucking fantastic news today.  Satan strikes again.  Not only did he threaten to murder me last week.  He's even more of a pig than I even thought.  Apparently he gives stupid skanks free tattoos in exchange for sex.  How lovely. Oh, and He likes it in the ass. Sad thing is Im being completely serious.  I found out all this stuff today and I am physically sick.  I feel like throwing up everytime he crosses my mind.  I have never been this disturbed in my entire life.  I feel like a complete idiot for wasting 5 fucking years on him.  I have a plan to meet him tonight so I can punch him in the face.  Dead serious.  It will be the only thing that will make me feel better.  I honestly DO NOT care about the consequences.  I have so much on him that he wouldn't dare go to the cops.  Oh and what would he say anyways. "My ex girlfriend beat me up"  HA.  This time I'm fighting back.  I'm going to show him that he fucked with the wrong girl.  Ive let him beat me up physically and mentally but this time he is gonna get what has been long overdue.  A good ass kicking by a woman.  Fuck him.  Ive never had so much hate for someone in my entire life.  Dear Isaac Johnson..go fornicate yourself with a steal rod and then jump in front of a fucking train.  I HATE YOU!!!!  you ruined love for me..so I will ruin it for you.