Chalk another love lost up to Foolish Pride.

So yesterday josh and I were texting a lot.  He told me that there was nothing left to say or talk about when i asked him to talk to me in person but the funny thing is after he said that we texted for two more hours and he unleashed all of his feelings on me. I did find out that he is just mad and its not that he doesnt want anything to do with me anymore he just wants some time to get over the whole situation and a little space.  Which is understandable atleast he still likes me and i know he cares because he's that hurt and got that jealous.  It really sucks not seeing him though.  I dont think when it comes to love you should be prideful.  It can kill a romance and being so stubborn doesnt help much either.  I'm just happy that he opened up and finally showed some human emotions. lol  I get to spend all day with him tomorrow which will be nice.  It's damiens birthday part out on base and then we have the competitions tomorrow at bucks as well.  So my plan of action is to dress really hott and not necessarily ignore him but play a little hard to get.  I'm going to make it look like im the happiest person alive and show him what he's missing out on by being so damn stubborn lol.  I'm not sure what I'm going to wear.  probably my silver jeans with a pink t shirt.  Simple but sexy. ya kno. hahahaha  Im kind of nervous though because it will be the first time ive seen or spoken to him in a week and a half.  I hope he's not rude.  It will kill the day for me.  Im determined though to get him back in my life and I always get what I want and I will not give up until I have it.  Im relentless that way.  I'm going to try make him think that Im prize to be won and HE should be lucky to have me in his life because I can move on easily and find a new one.  There are plenty of good looking fish in the sea with a nice ass.  So im not too worried about it.  Even though I do want him and it will hurt like hell if it doesnt work out.  I wont be lonely long.