It's all in your head

Why can't relationships be like fairytales?  There should be no reason I cant have a fairytale love but in my case the frog never turns into the prince.  I was thinking and I am the type of person that falls in love with the idea of a perfect relationship.  It's not necessarily that Im in the "fairytale" relationship that I want.  I just put it in my head that this will be the one and it's finally my fairytale.  Yeh, no.  Doesn't happen.  I'm starting to wonder if i've ever even been in love or I was just in love with the idea.  I'm not sure.  Like with my whole current situation.  I dont even know why Im trying to so hard to get josh to forgive me when he's far from what I thought he was.  I mean he is a great guy but i know that he's not the entire package for me.  I know he has potential but Im sick of waiting for guys with just "potential."  I just want to meet prince charming right off the bat and not have to wait for the frog to turn into the prrnce.  That's how love should be in my book.