I am through

I wonder what's going to happen with him.  I wish I could just run over to his apartment knock down his door and say "Hey you..yeh Im in love with you.  What are you going to do about it?"  but I won't because I don't think a girl should have to chase a guy and my pride won't allow it.  I wish he would stop being so stubborn and frustrating.  I'm in love with this guy.  He's throwing something good away.  Is he scared? do you think that could be the reason for the distance?  because everyone told me how they have never seen him like someone so much..but then he just falls off the radar.  My heart hurts and I can't get him out of my head.  i wish he knew how I felt.

So it's getting late
The bright sky fades
and Im stuck with thought that I cant erase
I'm watching the clock
waiting for a sign
hoping you'll call
show me ur alive
anything
The darkness is cold
when it slowly rips through my soul
do you see it
and can you feel me wanting you


I didn't mean it
and i can't believe it
you can't believe me
i've told you the truth
and it's all because of you
I dont lie and never would
but I will cry
completely missunderstood
they lies they weaved
are killing me
here i am alone needing you
and you cant even see
how I feel
what i miss
Why did it come to this
im so hurt and in so much pain
from there tormented games
they played
Why cant you sew
but you wont believe me.