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Sunday, April 17, 2011

Stupid boy..stubborn. Get the F over it.

Okay.  So this guy that I have been seeing for over a month now has been very angry and unforgiving to me this passed week.  I will tell you the story of what happened.  Alright.  Last weekend started off wonderful.  I couldn't have been happier.  My parents were comming to town and josh was finally going to meet them.  Plus we were all going to go out and get our drink on.  Friday was wonderful.  It made me like josh that much more but then..Saturday comes.  He ditches out on meeting my parents which ticked me off and he was acting wierd and distant all day.  Dick move.  I was pretty upset about it but I didn't tell him because I didn't want to make a big deal about it.  Saturday night comes.  I get all dressed up and I'm looking good.  Josh gives me a ride to the bar and then completely ignores me.  It's like I don't even exist.  I was very hurt and on top of that a guy grabbed my ass and josh said it was my fault for looking like a hooker.  That was horrible because it reminded me of what Isaac used to tell me.  We finally got downtown and i started slamming back the drinks because I was so upset.  josh left without even saying goodbye to me.  I was wasted and i ran into some old guy friends that I had graduated with.  We hung out and went to JB's  tyler gave me a piggy back ride and mitch was pretending to be my boyfriends so the creeps would stay away.  Completely harmless nothing sexual.  He just had his arm around me.  We ended up leaving and going back to there apartment for a few more drinks.  i decided I didnt want to be there so I called jeff and becca to come pick me up.  We went to I29 ate and then they brought me to josh's apartment.  He had locked me out and I had all of my stuff on there so I banged on the door for an extended period of time.  I was way too drunk at this point and made an ass out of myself.  I woke up the next day and he was fricken irate.  Apparently people had told him that I was all over this guy and the bar and i had went home with a bunch of guys and had sex with them..and then after that I went to my ex Isaacs house.  How fucked up is that?  He believes these people over me.  I apologized for being too drunk that night but I did not do anything with any guy.  I would never.  I really like josh.  Especially isaacs???!!  wtf?!?!?  I'd rather spend the night in hell then even see his nasty face.  So yeah, now it's been a week and a day and im still having a hard time convincing him im telling the truth.  He's so damn stubborn and it's frustrating the hell out of me.  I've tried everything.  So, now I'm giving up because I've said all I can say.  I told him the god honest truth and I apologized for the shit I did do.  It's his loss anyways.  Fuckin men...They can make a drunken mistake and us girls are like..omg no problem. shit happens when you're too drunk but If us girls make a drunken mistake it's the end of the god damn world.  Bullshit. 

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