Get Drunk And Be Somebody

Alcohol is my best friend/worst enemy.  I love how Alcohol is literally liquid courage.  It makes you feel a hundred times better about yourself and your not afraid to be a complete idiot and speak your mind.  On the darker side.  It can turn you into a person your not, say things you probably should never say, lose your morals, and cause a lot of trouble.  I love drinking.  not to just get wasted. I just like to party, dance and have a good time with close friends.  I have been hitting up the bar scene a lot lately and I'm enjoying the hell out of it.  A lot of people think I'm becoming an alcoholic or binge drinking. I say No.  I just turned 21, Im young. I want to live life and have fun.  Make stupid mistakes. Apologize..more than once.  Fall down. Get back up.  Dance until my legs hurt.  Wake up the next morning. Thinking Omg Im so glad I didnt have sex with that guy last night or even better wake up next to some guy and think damn i had a good time last night.  (not necessarily saying hook up with random dudes all the time but once in a blue moon is ok) This is the time in my life where I want to make memmories.  I dont want too look back and say. Oh yeah kids your mom stayed at home and read the bible. No.  I want to be able to say I tore shit up and had a wild and crazy time doing so.  Lifes to short to live with regret of what happened or the stupid mistakes you made along the way.  You live and you learn...or keep making the same mistakes over until you learn.  haha  If people are you going to judge you. Let them.  They are just jealous because they wish they had the crazy wonderful life you lead.  I dont care if people think Im going crazy.  Maybe i am..so what.  Im having the best time doing it.  I might have done some pretty stupid things the passed couple months but I have stories to tell.  I dont care if I got completely wasted one night and made an ass out of myself.  It happens to everyone..sometimes more that once but a saying in life I live by is  The people that mind dont matter and the people that matter dont mind..  yeeuhh dude thats whats up.  rock it